Grateful..

Life is pretty interesting hey..always expect the unexpected..

so ive been going through this stage thinking no one wants me..then today at work i found out i could of been up for a big promotion..biggest for someone my age..and although i wont take it because of uni just being considered was great..

And i finalised all my uni stuff today and i just cant wait to start..start this new..chapter i guess? (not stealing your stuff laura i swear)..Im happy with the way my life has worked out..I feel im more ready for uni then i would of been last year..more mature in some kind of way..last year i probably would of blown things off and gone out too much where this year i know what the party and working full time life is..

I finally sent the message i'd been wanting to send for a while..to you to catch up and start the just friends part..and it felt really good..i miss our friendship and im excited to start that..things in hindsight happened for the best..it had been coming for a little while and its good that one of us didnt end up doing something that would destroy the friendship..so im grateful for that..

In fact I have a lot to be grateful for..

One more thing..

Thanks to my beautiful friends who can always make me smile!