Letter

Dear Adam,

I have some things i want to ask.

Do you love her the way you loved me?
Do you think she's prettier than me?
Do you think she's smarter than me?
Do you find her more attractive?
Does she make you laugh like how i used to?
Does she call you before bed, in the sheets just to say goodnight and hear your voice?
Does she give you a free ticket to the roar soccer game and go with you even though she hates it but does it because you love it?
Does she buy you concert tickets to a band she hates?
Do you have more in common with her than you did with me?
Is there more chemistry between the two of you then there was with us?
Do your parents like her more?
Do your friends like her more?
Does anyone ask how im doing to you?
Does your family miss me?
Do you miss me?
Do you even think about me?
Do you even care?
What happened?
Why did you do this?
Why did you not even give me an explanation?

Katie.

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Okay so..the last couple of days all i can think about is a relationship. I dont know what brought it on..but its stuck in my head..I dont know where im at anymore..i dont know what being over someone is? I really was doing so well until a couple of days ago..but although everything ive said..i dont miss you as a person..i dont miss little things about you..i dont miss it all..i miss who i was when i was with you..i miss how happy i was..i miss being cuddled..i miss having someone telling me they loved me..i miss having someone i could call when i was scared..someone who always said to me "babe the sun will still come up tomorrow..of course i love you and your gorgeous"..i miss feeling complete..i miss my safety net..