Storm

Yesterday there was a storm..that big black cloud had been lingering over me for over a week..a cloud that i could feel was coming..then it hit. The storm swept through my life and has caused a lot of damage is beginning to show..The rain fell so hard last night..the wind came through and took everything in its path..the lightening struck and the thunder was too loud..my world was shaken and the damage control is now impossible..

Someone who used to feel like home to me..doesnt now..someone who used to smile made me cry..someone who I fell madly in love with..isnt sure..

Why do things start great and end shitly..why? Whats love if it is heartbreak? Why do we do it? Soul mate? whatever..

"And now you don't feel the sameI remember you would shiver everytime I said your name..You said nothing felt as good as when you gaze into my eyes..Now you don't care I'm alive How did we let the fire die" Paula Deanda - When it was Me

So there's normally a rainbow after rain yes? No rainbow.."I will always love you"..those words were like thunder..thunder that is so loud it wakes you up if your asleep and scares you even if like storms..